Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Its all my hormones' fault..

Perhaps its the evil-doing of my hormones, recently been feeling a little too down for my own good...it was a period whereby "contentment" seems stupid and "patience" seems too far...

I had such intense urge to tender my resignation...just throw the letter and walk out of the company...if only I had won ToTo, the $1.5m draw will do just fine...I was so frustrated that I started to look up for schools and centres offering part time degrees from overseas universities...

I wanted to achieve more...not a traffic girl forever, not a junior traffic girl who have no powers, no authority, no say...I just want some respect...Perhaps, I have been too naive...thinking that I'm so good that everyone will want me...I'm just a nobody with no experience and skills...I'm stupid...

Arghhhh...frustrating week it has been or rather frustrating months...I have to get back to the strong self...the strong dra...not the self-pity dra...Jiayou~!!!

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