This morning I put on a pair of jeans that I hasn't been wearing for quite a while. As I struggle to tug it pass my hips I realise this was the pair of jeans that I had to wear a belt with...I had a sudden flashback of the figure 45.5kg on my weighing scale...I'm fat...officially...period.
I know that I have pit on quite abit of weight and I have been in self denial for the past few weeks...telling myself...I will not eat tomorrow...but as the saying goes.."Tomorrow never comes"...
Recently I forced myself not to look into the mirror too frequently and unnecessarily..but my office building management has to decide to plant all the lifts with mirrors...not to mention its all ceiling to floor length mirrors...I have to brace myself each morning for the trauma and humiliation...
I'm glad that the lifts are mostly crowded...sparing myself the need and space to look into the mirrors...
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