What do i want in life?

Dont know dont know dont know lah...dont ask me what i want..i used to think i know what i want in life...recently...i sort of lost that motivation dat drive...

work has been rather stressful at times...i feel very frustrating at times too...but isnt dat wat i want? or rather i thought i want?

i can even dream of work...

this co definitely have its opportunities and chances...but are those chances wat i want? sales? isnt dat wat i wanted to do initially? i have a gd chance now...but do i really really want to do sales?? dreading my appraisal on Monday cos i think i have to make a decision as to wat do i want to head towards in the company...project management or sales?

such headache actually...

A sweet moment...

While watching the Hong Kong Film Award on Sunday, I gave this comment while tey were playing out a tribute to an old actor.

Me: Who is this old man?

Him: A very old actor and someone important to the film industry. And why you like dat say people old man? Next time when you are old no one will remember you.

Me: Hmmm...Dats true.

Him: But I will remember you...

:)

It could have been worst...

It's been so long since I last logged into this blog. So many things have happened, some good, some bad. I finally tendered my resignation last Dec. Finally served my 2 months notice period. Had a good trip to HongKong and Macau with Nic and his family. I wanted to bring Dad & Mom around Taipei. I wanted this chance to make it up to dad & mom. I wanted to let mom enjoy this trip that she has wanted so much.

I learnt my lesson. Never give up any chance to be filial to your parents. Cos you might never get another chance. Mom suffered a stroke the very 1st day we were there. She didnt get a chance to travel around Taipei. She didnt get a chance to soak in the hot springs. She only had the chance to stay in the ICU ward of a small hospital for 2 weeks and almost another in their normal ward. Her stroke was a sudden and malicious one. She was left weak on her right side of the body. She couldnt even sit up by herself and sit steadily for more than 2 secs.

Hope came when International SOS arranged for Mom to be transported back to Singapore via SQ (as we went there on SQ tickets). Finally, after 18 days in Taipei, Keelung, we can all go back home now.

Since the date of accident (22nd Feb '07), Mom has been recovering well. Slow but recovering. She on a rehab program and doing physiotherapy daily and her leg seems to be stronger now. Arm is still weak though. Hopefully, by the time she can be discharge, she can at least walk with the help of the frame.

This week I finally started on my new job. It seems like I will be pretty busy and there's lots to learn and catch up. I'm pretty tired actually. Physically and mentally. Both my sisters and dad feels the same way too. Everyone is being stretched out. Stretched to their limits. I wish things will turn better and better soon...I wish Mom will be better and better everyday...I wish everyone will be healthy and pink everyday...This is my greatest wish...